Sunday, February 05, 2006
hmm and i hmm..
know what.
green is my all time fav colour.
wahah.
from today onwards..
MARIE SHALL NOT HAVE A STUD ON HER LABRET.
yeah.
*claps
took me so long to decide that i shouldn't have tht anymore.
church today.
kinda fun?
well anw i dono how to describe my feelings abt it.
its not reali fun la but i felt reali weak there.
as in, im strong but when i come before God, im weak.
seriously i dono how to say.
God knows.
=)
but somehow or rather, i felt tht i don belong there.
its not tht i don like tht place.
but jus tht i don reali think that's the place for me.
initially i felt comfortable.
i loved the preaching in Cornerstone very much.
but jus don feel what im supposed to feel.
or rather should i say, God's presence.
moving on to Lighthouse next week.
hope i'll find what i wan to find there.
God bless.
after service, went to the same eating house again.
many CORALITES man.
Gosh. *laughs
then went to TM to meet Lirong.
GOODNESS.
dono what to say AGAIN.
thanks so much for the gifts.
im freakingly TOUCHED.
i love tht pendant SO MUCH.
and those hand made roses w saga.
GOSH.
didnt expect all tht from you.
I APPRECIATE.
at the same time, i felt so .... with my gift.
thou i know tht its the thoughts that counts.
but yours..!?
anw, THANKS a million.
=)
and NOW.
jus woke up not long.
reali wanna sit down and STUDY.
but i simply cant do it.
why is it i always felt tht way when it comes to studies.
i felt im sucha failure in studies.
and i seriously don like it when i don study and i get good results.
its not my hard work at all.
instead, i'll feel so bad, so ashamed.
WHY WHY WHY..?!
its left with less than 2 WEEKS.
and i HASN'T touched anything yet.
and this time its EXAMS.
im like so stressed up now but yet i jus cant study.
like WHAT THE HECK right?
STRESSED.....!
i saw him today.
i felt so happy.
but he is not the one for me.
he is not my type NOW.
hope im not saying anything too obvious.
seriously i dono why is it like tht.
booooo.
argh.
in my mind like every now and then.
MARIE..?
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