Monday, February 06, 2006
tired.
had a great laugh at cinema.
watched the fun with dick and jane.
GOSH.
damn funny la.
thou its quite stupid.
*laughs.
but i stil enjoy it.
YAY.
im super tired now.
wanna study.
opened my book but reali too tired.
mayb i'll slp early tonight.
anw, tml sch ending early.
mayb not going lecture also.
so i guess i've lots of time.
provided i don go out la.
ha.
chat with cousin jus now.
hais.
dono what to say.
saw him tht day.
dono is he going back to the wrong track or am i wrong.
but i seriously wan him to be good.
don wan to see him ended up in jail this time.
adi 19 this yr.
anymor mistake, confirm jail.
his mom told me he 3 days nv go home.
and she dono what he's doing outside.
i reali hope he wont go back to his bad ways.
hope what he tell me is true.
if ur readin this, i hope u know, i cared.
i reali do.
pls don go back to ur old ways.
i know you're sensible.
YOU ARE.
ok..?
hais.
dono is it im too tired.
or am i getting emotional now.
im having so many feelings now.
stress, confused, lost, tired..
the onli thing i know is I LOVE GOD.
the rest, i felt im like so lost in this world.
weird.
im lacking of this one thing, LOVE.
sometimes i told myself i don wanna think abt it.
jus let it be.
but sometimes tht lonely feeling jus haunt me.
why is it like tht.
angel and devil fighting inside me..?
sigh and i sigh.
FOREVER LOVE.. FOREVER LOVE..
do you believe in FOREVER LOVE?
patterson asked me this qns ytd.
im indecisive, im lost and im confused.
and therefore my ans is RUBBISH.
i asked him back.
the answer he gave was exactly like ABEELY'S.
guys think tht way..?
i wonder.
but somehow or rather, i agreed.
well well well.
FOREVER LOVE, in love with GOD.
=)
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