Saturday, March 04, 2006
i miss you.
been out whole day.
kinda busy man.
fri after attachment went to catch midnight movie with wenxin.
then went to meet up with jason and frens.
today, met eliza and later going to meet wenxin, jing and cyn at xin's condo.
i've been spendin too much this week.
but if u ask me what i've spend on, i can tel u nothing much.
but seriously money is flowing away like tht.
in 6 days i spend 100 bucks adi.
somemore its not shopping can.
HE* msg me today and we kinda msg for the whole afternoon.
but not much thou.
told me he broke up with his gal adi.
and he guess its retribution.
when i was tht msg, i was laughin.
reali laughin out loud.
but i felt sad for him.
ytd night i cried.
i dono why the heck im thought of him for the whole night.
i wanted to msg someone to pour my feelings out to.
i typed the msg twice and deleted twice.
i felt so sad ytd.
but yet i dono how to let tht person know.
because i myself dono what i wan.
and i dono what am i feeling.
so weird.
anw, in the end, i din msg anyone but cried to slp.
well yala.
whatever shit.
i guess at the end of the day, i stil love him.
anyone elses, i guess tht would be jus crush.
ya.
i stil love him.
Abeely.
m e s m e r i s e d 10:23 PM
