Saturday, March 25, 2006
life.
hola ppl.
i woke up a 5:51pm today.
felt so engergized now.
received a msg from SOMEONE.
saying..
harlow.. im nick from ward number 53 main building. can u pls come and adjust my bed and bring some milo and biscuits.
WTH RIGHT.
at that moment, ONE PERSON came right into my mind.
*HIM.
i reali tot was him.
so i replied. WHAT ?
i was so hoping.
BUT..
fuck shit, ITS NOT HIM.
nvm its ok.
we r not meant to be even frens.
its fated.
so cant slp ytd night.
was thinkin abt many stuffs.
im so vexed.
i guess my life is isnt tht good afterall.
up till now, i dono if i stil wanna be a nurse anot.
up till now, i stil haven get my sponsership sign.
up till now, up till now.
don even know whats the main purpose in my life.
i don wanna live life this way.
its so meaningless.
so cant slp but yet nothing for me to do.
no one to talk to.
i jus wan someone by my side.
so i start sending out msges.
angel and yirun replied.
but so what ?
1 is my fren and the other is someone i wont love.
this is so sad.
life is boring without .... LOVE.
i so wanna cry.
so gonna go mad.
listened to the radio.
played going crazy by natalie.
sian.
WHATS LIFE ABOUT ?
m e s m e r i s e d 8:16 PM
