Wednesday, March 15, 2006
sad.
im feeling so frustrated now.
not exactly frustrated but mayb sad too ?
for the past 2 or 3 days i've not seen both my brothers.
WHERE ARE THEY THEN ?
CHURCH..!!
not trying to say tht i don wan or don like them to go church.
but the thing is their church is soooo EXTREME.
like HELLO ?
do you need to go to the church everyday ?
i don mind if dad allows
the thing is i know my dad is unhappy.
like now.
my youngest bro jus came back from sch prog.
and he is going out soon.
dad heard and got so angry.
i jus don wan dad to get angry.
i dono what i've said is right or wrong
but i believe that what matters most is sincerity
and not by going church EVERYDAY but yet ur heart is not in it.
i mean God knows whatever ur thinkin.
church activity and all that is HUMAN PLAN.
i reali think this way la.
there is NO NEED to go church EVERYDAY.
i am like so troubled over this la.
i am a christian myself but im saying all this.
i reali dono what i said is right or wrong la but this is what i thnk.
God,
pls guide me thru.
pls tel me what u asked of me.
pls set my mind free from evil thoughts.
i jus wan happiness and peace.
*sigh
m e s m e r i s e d 6:40 PM
