Sunday, April 16, 2006
is this what we cal friendship ?
ok.
i so dono how to absorb everything now.
it feels like im dreamin ok.
but anw, whatever it is..
I WILL CHECK THINGS OUT.
according to mr dennis.
he is saying tht IP ADDRESS CHANGES ALL THE TIME.
but apparantly, i think YOU are the sway one la.
YOURS REMAINED THE SAME.
for this i so dono how to explain.
i so wanna believe you.
but HOW CAN I?
its not tht i don wan.
but i can tell you, the trust between us is TOO FRAGILE.
i reali dono how to trust you again.
you often think tht i don trust you and al tht.
but whatever u r doing or sayin makes me hard to believe.
IF THESE DOINGS IS FROM YOU.
i reali dono what to say.
its like for so many years and u r stil like tht.
u never change for the better at al.
and i din know tht u r so NICE to do such things to ur OWN FREN.
sometimes i think i dono you well enough.
i dono la ok.
u may like deny or whatever shit.
but i jus DONO how to convince myself to believe you.
BUT IF ITS NOT YOU.
then al i can say is IM SORRY.
i jus dono la ok.
im like in a confused state now.
i so dono what to do.
BOYFRIENDS IS THE ROOTS OF ALL EVILS...........!
m e s m e r i s e d 3:50 AM
