Tuesday, May 30, 2006
disappointed.
oh well.
assessment is NOT over yet.
i got to retake my IV THERAPY la huh.
im angry but yet im not angry.
i dono what am i supposed to be feeling.
i know i should fail.
everything was last min.
i didnt pay attention.
i should fail.
BUT yet when i failed, i think tht i shld pass.
i mean, the lecturer is SOOOO lenient.
FREAKIN FUCKING LENIENT, but yet i failed.
u get what i mean ?
its like, i shld fail if i get a strict lecturer.
but i should pass, getting a LENIENT lecturer....!!!
disappointed la.
she prompted me many times.
ok fine, the mistakes...
1) IMR asked for dextrose and normal saline.
I TOOK NORMAL SALINE ONLI.
she asked me is tht e right one, i said ya.
then i turned to her and said, no, wrong one.
then she said ok, then go find the right one..
i walked ard the lab looking for the "right" one, couldnt..
so i told her, ya, thats the right one.
ok fine, so thats the first DUMB MISTAKE.
2) she told me to chart in IO chart.
doctor didnt infuse, i go write infused, 500ml..
WRONG AGAIN.
so i failed.
lecturer was so nice.
some more can tel me, i can pass u.
but u need more practice.
if i wan, i can jus pass u but i think u made lot mistake.
so u mus practice more ok.
practice and practice and improve..
hais....
i think she is so nice la.
i can onli blame myself for not paying attention.
SALINE ALL THOSE ALSO DONO.
WHAT THE FUCK AM I DOING IN NURSING THEN.
sigh
m e s m e r i s e d 7:54 PM
