Wednesday, May 10, 2006
why.
i love home.
its nice to be home.
LOL.
stayed back aft school today to do PROJECT.
BUT, as usual, it din work out.
we TALKED.
talked abt many stuffs.
abt *skinny, MY HOSPITAL'S GUYS, blah blah..
samuel, andin, tong, chong and ninewest.
LOL.
but i miss samuel THE MOST.
hahah.
funny shit.
ahya, we jus din do our proj la huh.
but NVM.
we WILL do it TML.
heh.
...................
was shocked ytd night.
was talking to dennis on the phone.
and then i saw "xiao jie lun calling"
i was like WTF.
im reali shocked.
the more he msg n cal me, the more i am confused.
but yet..
I DONO.
i jus dono what i wan.
i felt so lost.
supposed to go out with him on fri.
today we msg, and i reminded him abt fri.
and he said, he jus rem fri is public holiday and tht he confirm with me again.
i jus HATE to hear this word la.
i so think that we are NOT GOING TO GO OUT.
but well, i've decided.
this wil be the LAST HOPE i have in him.
IF WE ARE ABLE TO GO OUT THIS FRI,
I WIL CONTINUE TO WISH N HOPE.
IF WE ARE NOT ABLE TO GO OUT THIS FRI,
THATS IT MAN, THATS THE END OF EVERYTHING.
I WIL FORGET HIM TOTALLY.
im jus so disappointed in him la ok.
like why is he so "HECK-CARE" but yet stil msg me on and off ?
like, does he reali think that im a substitute ?
jus so disappointed.
and dennis is so sweet.
jus dono what to say.
saw my watch is like SHIT, he bought me a watch.
heard tht i wanna get a external charger for my ipod, he got me one.
listened to my ipod and realised my earphone is lousy, he got me another brand.
and NOW.
know that my hp is spoiling bcos of my batt, HE GOT ME A NEW BATT.
aww..
that is like so sweet.
BUT.....
how i wish AB can be like that sweet to me.
how i wish that things turn out to be what i wanted.
BUT, things jus DON go your way.
how sad can that be ?
SIGH.
why do ppl in a r/s often come and go ?
why would someone wanna know that someone, got that someone and leave that someone ?
why is it always like that ?
ESP GUYS.
always take things for granted.
do they know what the hell are they doing ?
this is like soooo weird.
they can like tel you how much they love u.
can tell you how well they can treat you.
BUT..
in the end ?
they stil do that one simple thing, LEAVE YOUR LIFE ?
GET A LIFE LA.
don be too upset abt anything BABE.
im always here for you.
CHEER UP.
m e s m e r i s e d 7:39 PM
