10:18pmim home tonight.
baby's having GOLDEN COFFEE at MANDARIN HOTEL.
v last min plan organised by his company.
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but nvm la.
i miss my bed.
i miss my room.
i miss dad.
think im v used staying w baby.
guess i shld stay home sometime too.
bcos i do miss my family.
but bcos sometimes my mom is sucha bitch.
nvm.
only today we finally spoke to each other since that day.
she said, "cindy said she wil refund the money bcos only 2 person ordered"
hah.
boredom.
everything changes from time to time.
behaviour, feelings, environment ...
some changes u'll notice straightaway.
some changes u'll take sometime to notice.
and some changes u'll only notice when u think back.
its weird.
i really really really miss the OLD kaisang.
not that our love changed.
but ...
jus some very special feelings is special from the start but its gone now.
jus some special feelings ....
i cant describe.
jus very weird.
i realised i miss the old him rather than the current him.
but its stil him afterall.
weird.
anws !
i .. ..
wanna put this.
not this but something like this but mayb not.
but definitely something like this at my lower back.
soon. soon....
promised, one last one.
(:
