Friday, December 28, 2007
12:42am
very very very tired.
and today is only the first day.
3 more days to go.
christian funeral.
niece dreamt of grandma ytd.
she said grandma was simply looking at her, smiling away w her big wide eyes and cute lips.
simply smiling....
they were saying that she's happily w God now.
she is happy.
i hope wat they said is true.
i wanna dream of her.
why didnt she let me dream of her ?
im her dearest loh.
gonna slp aft this.
really really tire out mentally n physically n emotionally and watever man.
today i was telling faith how grandma was like when she's stronger and when i was in pri 1.
LOL
grandma would cane me whenever im stil in socks and uniform aft i reach home from school.
no delay, straightaway mus bath and change if not CANE , WHACK !
LOL
then whenever i slp until nv wake up, grandma would walk into my room n touch my forehead and check if im having fever because i am VERY PRONE to having fever.
if i am, she would feed me medicine and rub some funny oilment on my head and back of my neck.
this is how fierce and sweet my grandma can be.
ALWAYS IN MY MEMORY.
oh yes.
i used to see the beautiful swans at i-dono-whr with grandma.
i stil have the pics.
v sweet la.
STRONG MISSES.Labels: loves
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