Monday, December 31, 2007
8:33pm
what the heck is happening man.
mayb this is a test to test myself.
goodness.
jus when im considering al those...
one of my cousin whom im not really close to, msged my mom.
"auntie, remember to tel ur marie, don become a christian and don listen to auntie xxxx, she is my sister, i don wan her to get trapped."
then my mom forwarded this msg to me.
wth.
simply wth is happening ?
he is someone whom i don really talk to la.
and i am so shocked he can actually said, "don listen to auntie xxxx"
weird.
6:25pm
i slept from ytd 130am until 6pm jus now.
how great.
ytd.
10pm, i went out my room, taking the bible in my hand.
asked bro, how to start.
then bro came into my room...
bcos i was asking alot.
then we start talking abt everything until 130am.
i think bro mus b v shocked.
LOL
i dono why but suddenly i think at this point of time, MAYB only God can lighten up my feelings.
just wanna knw more n read more abt Him thats all.
whether i'll change like bro, we'll see.
haha.
mayb.
like wat i told bro.
this whole christian funeral thing is fated.
my feelings towards christianity also.
being a christian is not easy.
really not easy.
im only one quarter thr.
ok watever it is.
my whole house, my whole house !
totally silent mode !
brothers not at home.
parents jus went out.
left w maid n i.
i talked to lynn awhile jus now bcos she also got nth to do.
she used to only talk to popo but now who can she talk to ?
no one.
LOL
the whole house really v quiet.
lynn is going over to aunt susan's hse to work.
so my whole house is only gonna left w bros , parents n i.
omg.
v meaningless.
i think grandma really chose a right die to go.
after christmas, few days to a new yr.
always being so thoughtful.
omg i think i cant stay at home.
i nid to go out.
I NEED TO GO OUT.
anws every 26 of Dec, everybody wil come to my hse and pay respect to her.
every yr aft christmas.
so cool.
hah.
IM BORED.
m e s m e r i s e d 6:25 PM
