busy is NOT an excuse.
it can NEVER be an excuse.


8:41pm

pat was telling me how pissed he were abt the waiters at ws then i remembered wat happened today.

this auntie , her toe got dressing.
then she told me a nurse took a TEGADERM to cover it.
then she said she wanna bath.
so i asked her, so u stil wan me to take plastic bag to cover anot ?
bcos she was telling me she wans to bath then dono wat plastic plastic.
so i asked...
then she said ya she wants plastic bag.

so i went round findin plastic bag n MICROPORE..
took quite long bcos aparently the ward micropore al dono go whr.

so finally i took it her.... then she said , "NO, IM ASKING IF U WANNA CHANGE MY DRESSING" in chinese.
wah.... i damn pissed off loh.
then jus nice one of the social worker or whoever went to her....
i really damn pissed ady.
nv give face and i jus said, "but jus now u told me u wan to cover, i asked if u wan plastic u wan ! then now u say u wan dressing. u wan change dressing of cos later aft u bath SURE CHANGE ONE WAT."
and i walked off.

some ppl jus no limit one leh.
think nurse robot ar ?
happy happy little bit thing PRESS CALLBELL.
little little PRESS CALLBELL.
WE SO FREE MEH ?

sibei dulan.

then another one kept wanting SUGAR SUGAR.
got DIABETIS liao stil take so much sugar.

I REALLY REALLY DONNNNNNNN UNDERSTAND SOME PT LA.
DONO WHY THEY LIKE TO ACT SO STUPIDLY.

my patience is running out seriously.
i dono when am i entering IMH.

NURSE IS NOT A ROBOT.
WE STIL FEEL TIRED.


7:44pm

finally off day but some ppl jus pisses me off AGAIN.
nvm la.

meant to be wil be.
shall not make any effort, shall not trouble myself.

I DON WAN TO CARE ANYMORE.
and SHALL NOT.

when ppl living in bliss, i wil find my rightfully happiness too.
i don like to live in sadness.
MAY HAPPINESS COME SOON.

stupid shit.

5:38pm

its friday again.
(:(:

slept v early ytd but was late again today.
suck.

CI said, "well done, ur dressing "
tsk tsk ... ZAI LA !
first time kenna praise by lect man.
but CI said im v quiet, mus talk to ward staff more cos some of them told her that i nv talk.
WTH.
wat am i supposed to talk to them abt ?
if i think they're ok , i wil talk but if i think they are not, why would i wanna talk to them ?
i don understand.


anws, i think im doing quite fine.
hopefully everything goes well AL THE WAY.
(: