Friday, February 01, 2008
8:39pm
today is my last day of school.
today is fren's officially POST PRCP day.
kinda sad and happy.
sad is bcos my frens are all out of PRCP out of learning as a STUDENT.
sad is bcos im going attachment next wk, starting from ED for a wk and then PRCP for 3 mths.
how sad.
im going PRCP ALL ALONE !!!!!! for 3 months.
i am so fcking depressed.
happy is bcos at least my prcp is not postpone till may.
sigh.
sooooooo many 05 batch nursing students came bck today.
so many hosp booth awaiting outside the lecture hall.
all waiting for those grad to take the application form and apply jobs in their respective hospital.
wtf !
bonded ?
wanna apply for jobs ?
stupid !
im jealous.
then asked me somemore.
yayaya.
if i know i don even step thr.
stupid.
make me feel even worse.
but ok la.
at least from what i heard , my soon to be ward has NICE SISTERS.
as in really NICE.
hopefully they are.
i am gonna be humble from today.
know also mus act dono.
angry also cannot show out.
SWALLOW !
i wanna PASS !
sigh.
somehow i love nursing.
but nurse is a slave for doctors.
heard from angel, doc order this, nurse do this.
doc order that, nurse do that all according to doc.
and tht means to say NYP LECT AL TALK CRAP.
nurse can tel doc off ?
my ass.
i guess only talk behind doc's bck.
ok im getting slpy.
i dono wtf am i talking abt but i know i am freakingly DEPRESSED.
omg.
GOD BLESS MARIE PLSSSSSSSSSSS.
m e s m e r i s e d 8:34 PM
