Sunday, March 30, 2008
1:47pm, sunday.
SUNDAY AGAIN.
my weekends this time sucks.
practically did nothing.
only sleep and sleep.
bf and bf.
and i think this kinda life sucks.
when you give all ur best and get nothing in return, i think it suck badly.
i think i shld meet my frens more often.
just now bf msged me, ask me to go east coast tml.
i tot he suddenly CHANGED, finally bringing me to blade tml.
but im meeting bhinisa and gals tml.
then bf said something like, 12 going east coast already with jason and thomas.
then i got irritated IMMEDIATELY.
i mean its like i TOT he is intending to bring me thr knowing the fact that DEKUN is so nice to bring SAM to blade, so he also woke up and wanting to bring me thr as well.
SCARLI, NO AR !
its bcos tml they wil be having a farewell party at east coast.
so he SUNBIAN asked me along.
when u asked someone whether wanna go somewhr, u MUST NOT already plan the time.
but instead you SHOULD plan the time w that person ur going with.
so since im not that MAIN PERSON but a SUNBIAN person, i am not going.
its getting irritating.
getting very irritating.
sometimes i think what my mom says is true.
she said frog not good, indeed he is not very nice.
she said bf dono how to care, NOW I AGREE.
well.. i am lost.
on and off.
cold and hot.
im getting very sick of it already.
i think in my life, thr is only 1 nice guy.
did everything for me.
gave his best.
get everything i wanted so that i don have to worry abt anyting.
giving in to my fuck up temper knowin that i suck to the max.
but i destroyed it.
i think thr wont be another guy like this anymore.
thr wont be.
karma.
im in a bad mood suddenly.
im in a lost state currently.
to move on or to hang on ?
somebody help me pls.
stop and stare
i think im moving but i go nowhere.
i've become what i cant be.
you start to wonder why you're here not there.
and you give anything to get what's fair.
but fair ain't what you really need.
oh, you dont need.
what you need what you need what you need ?
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