Friday, March 07, 2008
3:48pm, finally FRIDAY.
i am so irritated today.
v v v v v v v v pissed off.
v v v v v v v v pissed off.
my CI is god damn IRRITATING.
she is freaking pain in the ass.
anws, she was so not happy w me today bcos of tht pre op form.
she said, "i really wonder what have u been doing for the past 4 wks"
nbcb.
i hate ppl saying this kinda thing to me.
the thing is U R NOT W ME 24 HRS.
wat have i been doing, u know ?
she asked me NOT TO TAKE CASE today, she ASKED ME TO DO JUNIOR job today.
ok loh, do loh.
i was damn pissed already.
pls leh.
its only the first wk i started doin al these leh.
how much do u expect ?
the fact is that some ALREADY SN stil dono their work v well lo.
im like jus a wk born STUDENT SN.
do teacher do until like that, so no patient, GO BCK CHINA LA.
china.
SHE EVEN DARE TO CORRECT MY ENGLISH WHEN SHE WANTED TO SAY "ASSUME", SHE SAID "CONSUME"
laugh my ass out pls.
dare to correct my eng ?
GO BCK CHINA LA.
she got me to pissed off that i atittude her today like fuck.
if she wanan fail me then fail la.
god shall decide my path.
i cant do anything.
my temper is like that, its like that.
u wanna say me, u mus prepared to get myattitude.
then wana kay siao tel me someting abt the china guy who quit nursing.
she alrady told me ytd loh then today wanna act, "eh marie u know weixing quit ady ?"
oh plsssss.
she got my head to pain.
she made me nearly cry.
but i told myself, don cry over china blood.
i teared when i went into utility room but when i remind myself she is a CHINESE from CHINA, I SWALLOWED ALL MY TEARS.
i rather fail then to let her step over my head.
KANINA.
I AM V IRRITATED TODAY.
VERY !
the ite students know.
they saw my face today.
i nv attitude teacher b4.
but sorry, nowadays i couldnt control my temper anymore.
but she lucky i stil haven think of quitting.
or else, I SWEAR TO GOD SHE WIL BE THE ONE CRYING.
for the sake of my DIPLOMA, i wil control abit more.
IF IM SMART, I WONT END UP TAKING NURSING OK.
IF UR SO GOOD, U WIL BE SISTER RIGHT NOW.
u bitch.
i am so going crazy.
so so so going crazy.
i jus feel like jumping on the tramboline.
shouting out loud.
m e s m e r i s e d 3:48 PM
