Tuesday, March 11, 2008
4:05pm
hahaha.
CI PRAISED ME TODAY.
made me nearly cry.
both of us only in the DOCTOR'S ROOM.
she said shes v happy w my reflective journal bcos she thinks i got potential and that i wrote not only the positive things but also the NEGATIVE THINGS.
she said, i got POTENTIAL in becoming a GOOD STAFF.
LOL
she said I GOT CONFIDENCE but just that i need MORE confidence in myself.
she said she can see al the potentials in me.
i told her, "oh is it, i don see it and i don think i got the potential and i don think i got confidence"
LOL
then she said, "no i believe u can do it, i can see it in you"
STUN.
i nearly cry.
she said, "nobody wil have a very relaxing PRCP, if u ask everyone, everyone can tel u they suffered"
but i agree w her abt this la.
its really true.
she asked if i ever think abt withdrawing from nursing..
i said, "ya of cos, i tot of quitting now BUT for the sake of my diploma, i WILLTRY to hold on"
she asked, "how long do u think u can take it ? if lets say alittle more stress is added, do u think u can handle ?"
i said, "i dono how long can i take it, but i know I WIL TRY to take it. if somemore stress is added, i dono also"
then i smiled...
but she was damn SWEET TALK today.
until i feel like cryin.
its really too stress.
and tml she wants me to take 2 CASES.
i wil do my best.
and next week, another one more student coming for PRCP.
like OH YAY !!!!
LESSER FOCUS.
LOL
she kinda aimed me this morning , asking me al the pt's diagnosis.
then she wil ask "so what kinda treatment do u think this pt needs ?"
but anws...
she said, she's v happy w me when i can ans her al the treatments that i THINK is needed for the pt.
wah wah wah.....
happy then good loh.
don for nth show me attitude loh.
i hate ppl show me attitude one loh.
u happy i happy everybody WILL BE happy.
i am like tht.
if u try to make me unhappy, then thr's no point for me to make u happy too.
(:(:
so watever it is, im here to say, MARIE IS HAPPY TODAY.
(:
thank you God.
u heard me.
(:(:
i wish for future peace ALL THE WAY.
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