Thursday, March 06, 2008
4:40pm, thursday
just wanna run, jus wanna hide away.
jus wanna leave, don wanna hear them say.
i think the beginning of the song represents my feelings.
i wonder how long can i take.
it is REALLY jus the beginning and im starting to grow phobia in me.
ytd was jialat.
but today is EVEN MORE jialat than ytd.
i really feel like crying.
my CI is killing me.
she is like asking and asking and ASKING.
bcos im the ONLY prcp student left.
that USELESS china guy WITHDREW from nursing already.
how bad right ?
jus 2nd wk.
jus got a scolding from SN last wk and he cant take it already.
WEAK !
i tot i was weak but he's even worse bcos i know i WILL NOT quit.
I WIL NEVER QUIT.
come so far, did so much and wanna quit now ?
STUPIDITY.
and bcos of him, my CI placed TOTAL FOCUS ON ME.
thanks weixing u nb cb son of a china bitch.
then his assignment BECAME MINE !
walan eh.
dbl dbl job loh.
currently, i have to do all these....
1) know al the blood categories.
2) learn abt traction
3) read up my muscle skeletal which fucking means BIOLOGY. wah... karma karma.
4) all the anaegesics and diabetic drugs.
tel me now, how do i survive ?
HOW ?!
i am so sick of my CI now.
i even think she's getting on my nerves.
my sn today is nice.
china gal.
LOL
she's like, "hen stress hor ?bu yao stress, jiu le hui shou de.."
MY CI LA.
"ok u go n tel the doc this patient nids a new plug, ok u tell this doc to do this to do that."
walan eh.
i know la we are the first line advocaters for patient BUT..... walan eh.
and wat ?
my team doc is JOHN WONG !
like, JOHN !!!!
walan eh....
and best of al is that...
ytd's pt went OGD.
today the same pt NEEDS BLOOD TRANSFUSION !
gan ur .......
omg seriously.
like BLOOD TRANSFUSION ????????
then she asked me so much abt blood transfusion.
but actually blood trans was ok.
the prob is this pt's bp can drop anytime.
meaning here drip thr drip..
i dono la.
but... she reminds me of my grandma.
(:(:
she's like cute.
95 yrs but can stil move on her own.
then i told her, "nek nek bagus"
hahaha.
too cute already.
(:
wah sibei stress la.
wilson was like, "whyyyyy ma li ?"
pca and some of the ens were telling me how the CURRENT SN cried so much before during their prcp and probation.
then i told them, "ya, 2 more wks u wil see me cry"
seriously.
too stressful.
devi was tellingme CI wil ask alot qns.
CI wil really put alot stress.
wah wah wah.
im so tired but i cant slp.
i have to study SOON.
oh yes !
this doc.... opened the cupboard and the edge HIT MY FACE.
freaking painful la.
lucky he said sorry.
then when he came bck from seeing the patient, he asked again if my face was alright.
LOL.
then i said "ya.... but if my beautiful face got scar ar..... "
then he said, "nvm then when i become surgeon i help u do surgery"
-_-
hahaha.
damn funny.
eh my CI is irritating laaaaaaaaaa.
marie come here marie marie marie.
walauuuuuuuuuu..
ok, u find out and let me know.
ok, u got the point.
ok, ok, ok....
not ok not ok not ok....
my report was long today.
OH MY GOD.
YA ALLAH !
JESUS CHRIST.
AMITHOFO.
SIGH !
m e s m e r i s e d 4:39 PM
