Thursday, March 20, 2008
4:47pm
yay !
PUBLIC HOLIDAY tml.
i am soooooooo happy.
today was KINDA good.
worked w wilson.
(:(:
we were so stressed today.
we didnt eat anything for the whole shift today.
we ran like SIAO.
early morning start shift, DRAMA STARTED.
2 P-S-Y patient.
1, totally striped naked... SHOUTING away....
2nd one was better but also P-S-Y.
sibei jialat.
wilson nearly went bogus.
i was in total BLUR mode.
soooooooo many things to do.
sibei jialat.
CI came in today but she didnt bother me much.
mayb i was too busy to even look at her.
she kept thinkin i can make it.
she kept thinkin i can do it.
but somehow i know myself.
i don think i can.
i think CI pinned too high hope on me.
i am not that capable.
i know myself.
she said to me... " so 6 wks passed, whats ur aim for the whole 12 wks ? i really think you are doing fine"
i said... " no, u think i am doing well, but i don think i am..."
LOL
i am v confused.
i don think i am really doing well.
instead , how i wish i am doing even better than wat i am now.
when wilson went NEARLY bogus today.
i was damn lost.
i didnt know wat to do.
too much DRAMA to handle.
screamings and shouting.
trans in and out.
calling SICU for that P-S-Y...
ALL AT THE SAME TIME.
i felt my feet was stuck in the ground la !
sigh....
but, working w wilson is ALWAYS a good thing.
(:(:
i loveeeeee loveeeeeeeee working w him.
bcos he is sooooo helpful yet joker.
sibei jialat worrrrrrrr.
ccb !
LOL
he taught me al that.
haha.
thr's this doc today damn weird.
kept looking for me.
he said " hey, whr is that bed ** file huh ?"
me... " oh, sorry im holding it (: "
then he do the struggling action to me....
-____-
then for the whole shift he's kinda ... look at me ?
i dono.
but weird.
then wilson said "eh, he's trying to flirt w you."
me : " haha, watever i don care "
hahaha.
don wan any paiseh issue in the ward ar.
LOL
PRCP alone can kill me.
oh man.
i cant believe im having 3 holidays.
i am so happy yet tired.
its been tiring stressful 6 wks.
and im having 6 more wks to go.
i must TAHAN no matter wat.
just that 6 MORE WEEKS only.
I HAVE TOOOOOOO.
OH LORD.
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