Tuesday, April 22, 2008
12:22am tuesday
EXACTLY 7 MORE DAYS.
(:
im gonna be a happy gal soon.
jcia started today.
things sucked.
cant do anything, cannot handle case.
and that means SHIT JOB.
but apparently today i cant go anywhr, i cant do anything but just to keep watching the SUICIDAL PATIENT.
2 sucidal case, side by side.
patient B is worse.
i am so physically TIRED.
tried to kill herself SO MANY TIMESSSSS.
drank soap, drank alcohol rubs, used restrainer to strangle herself.
had to tie her using restrainer but she kept untie it.
and i had to tieeeeee sooooooo many times.
tie until i had ROBE BURN.
bloody fuck.
then she got up, said wanna walk ard, i walked w her...
then suddenly she pushed me away and sort of fought w me.
she is like 3 times my size.
then i was so scared, i shouted SISTER SISTER but apparently NOT HEARD.
the staff at the counter were damn scared n shocked but no one came to help.
then one of the EN came.
i am really physically TIRED.
whole day no one can ask me to do anything bcos im instructed by wilson n sister to watch her !
sick right !
and suddenly i felt wilson is so protective.
(:
LOL
he told one of the EN ... "STAND BY HER"
as in stand by ME.
in case anything happens.
(:(:
apparently, patient B was v abused by her ex bf before.
and i think that sucks.
if as a bf, u cant make ur gf happy, then don make her upset.
worst stil NOT TO MAKE HER TURN MAD.
i think thats sad.
that kinda bf SUCKED.
sigh..
whats wrong whats wrong now.
too many too many probs..
m e s m e r i s e d 12:21 AM
