Thursday, April 10, 2008
7:29pm
omg.
i feel like crying i feel like crying.
why's life so difficult.
seeing my dad getting older n older.
thinking who's gonna support my family if he's gone.
thinkin of me working n helping out in the family.
i think i cant make it.
tell me.
how much can a nurse earn ?
yet how much stress is a nurse facing ?
just talk abt it.
TELL ME ABT IT.
sigh.
why's life difficult.
i cant help thinkin alot.
frens are working ady.
thinkin of the fact that i wanna choose OT bcos i don wanna face alot of stress made me feel kinda sad.
looking at tang and her uniform !
so nurse.
if only ppl are nicer.
shit.
i am so emotional.
full of emotions now.
fuck the hell.
3 more weeks.
i tink these 3 weeks would be hard to get by.
tahan-ed for 2 mths but cannot tahan another 3 more weeks.
very stupid i know.
tht is why i am trying my best.
but yet the demons are putting me down.
they set troubles here and there, making life difficult for me.
i dono how to handle.
for my dad.
I WILL GO ON.
m e s m e r i s e d 7:28 PM
